Finally some rest :P

This week was rather tough... didn't sleep all that much and worked out a lot, anyway it was a good week, with a lot of nice things in it =)

But aside from all that, today was also a good day, I went to my band's rehearsal, I didn't go in like... a year or more, so it was fun and they made awesome new songs =D

I think we really do have a future... Carlinho's solos are simply amazing... and he does them even if it is on the spot so... we just need to practice and push foward! :P

There is not much more to talk about, life's going well, and I hope it doesn't change much in the near future =)

I've done a lot of new things, amazing things, things that I though I would never do... with amazing people and all that... It's a bit scary to think that some may change in the future... I don't want that... but meh, less negative thoughts, everything's gonna be ok :)

Also because it still is :)

So untill something happens, there is no reason to worry ;D

AAAAAAaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaannnnd I'm an ass...

Why? Because I'm tired as hell, it's 2AM, I gotta wake up at 8:30, my whole body hurts, and I will wake up at 8:30 because I want to and not because I need to... why? Because I want to that's why, but instead of going to bed like a normal person... I just started wandering around tumblr and stuff... and now... I'm gonna try to sleep, and I hope I have enough battery on my DS for it to wake me up, and my cellphone to talk to... well... pretty much 1 person but... well, I really "need" it for 1 x)
But of course, I might talk to others, just not expecting it... well... cya then, let's see if I can sleep enough =)

Who am I kidding...

Of course that "little world" of mine didn't leave! How could I even think that? The only difference was what I actually did physically... not mentally... even though I went out more times and all and had fun, there was always something that came back to my mind... couldn't stop thinking... even when I knew that there was almost no way, no chance and that it was even inconvenient for me to do so, I always kept checking my cellphone to see if there was something, anything!

Cannot stop thinking about her... cannot give up from her... I'd to anything for her and I would give away everything just to take care of her, and I wouldn't regret doing that at all!

She means so much... she IS so much... she deserves WAY more that I can give her but... I will do my best... I will give whatever I can and if I have nothing to give then I shall be there for whatever is needed... not because I feel like I must... but because I want to... and to "me" I really do must do it... this last part was confusing... it's not that I HAVE to do it... I will not die from that... but I just can't NOT do it, and if I don't, I really will die... maybe not physically... but I will, I want to take care of her because she deserves it, and because I'm happy in doing so...

I know all I've written lately is about a "she" or a "her", and even if the topic wasn't about that, there was always half a dozen lines dedicated to her... but what can I do? What can you write about other than the only thing that is in your mind? Well... you can say what did happen during the day... which is what I've been trying to do... but if I start to talk about thoughts or anything... there she is again... I'm not complaining, I love thinking about her... and even though I think about her all day, even if it may be a bit excessive, I like doing it... my heart feels good when I do...

True... some times I start daydreaming... but meh, usually it's no biggie... maybe I get scolded now and then but oh well, nothing serious :)

So much to say... so little words... most people can understand all this with that little 4-lettered word... but there is always something our hearts want to cry out... some things can be told, others can... but shouldn't... and other are simply just impossible to explain...

I don't know what the future will bring me, bring her or even bring us... but if she'll be happy then I'll be as well... if she'll be happy with me then I will be even happier =)

There are some things in life that you wouldn't give away no matter what... I've just found one of them, don't know if I'll ever find more but... if there was a top 10 or something in my life with all that's important... she would definitely be #1... and that wouldn't be saying enough...

A day without food would be easier than a day without her...

But hey people, don't think I'm gonna freak out or something... I'm just happy because I found the most wonderful thing in the world and I want to treasure it more than anything else =)

Because she is my biggest treasure...

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Well what can I say... after this tiring weekend I finally started having classes monday, presentations mostly... after which we had praxe, well I kinda though it would be tougher, still something manageable of course, but harsher, which really wasn't...

Today I didn't have classes because of a reason I really don't know what it is, some kind of... uhm... tolerance or something like that... and anyway, I had praxe today as well, it was rather funny, the one today and yesterday, we mostly played and stuff, and talked with our superiors and all about random things... games... etc... we were few but, doesn't matter, it hasn't really started anyway, a lot of the people are only coming tomorrow, and they know that so it shouldn't matter much...

Then I had a rehearsal with tuna... only a few came once again, but this time because of a massive hangover that I bet all the others had x)

It was fun, we played a game called "throwing of the wolverine" (that's me), which consisted in putting me in a shopping cart and throwing me hard on that narrow hallway we have there xD

It was fun to see the faces of the ones who were supposed to catch me like "OH SHIT!!! IT'S COMING SO FAST!!! D:" ahahhahahah xD

Well then we really had the rehearsal, it was a different one and this time we did it while sitting down, we all laughed, singed, etc etc etc... good times basically x)

It was kinda good to come out, lately I've been stuck in my own little word... you know which "world" I'm talking about, if you don't... well... don't worry about it, if you're not related, probably you don't "need" to know :P

But I have been coming a little out of that world... of course... I like her no less, and her value and all that hasn't dropped at all, but I am starting to feel a bit more free with myself, and happy as I have been all this time =)
Luckily, tomorrow I'll see her again ^^
I don't know how long will it be untill... uhm... I don't know xD
But either way, I'll wait ^^

And tomorrow finally we have the course dinner :D
It'll probably be fun, and it will have PIZZA! :D ^^ :P :')
Then I don't know where we'll go... if UPS or BA... I'd rather BA... because I don't pay entrance x)
And neither do my friends so...

Well, that's about it, I'm happy, I hope she is as well, you (the reader) and balskndasdjkasldjbasldjh


Take care y'all ^^

TUNA - Everything went better than expected... (1)

well, I don't even know what to say, it was a long long week end...

Well, first I went to our HQ to meet up with som of the guys so we would go to the house wheere we would stay, all the instruments had already been taken so we didn't have much work that time... we waited around, talked and stuff, people started to freakout with my new cell phone with an even bigger antenna and started to tell me to put TV on xD

Oh well, funny stuff, anyway then we went to the house which was in Vieira do Minho, on the middle of the mountains and all that... all the week end the temperature was so freezing that you could feel it slicing your face... even inside the house, specially the bedrooms...

Well we had a fireplace there, but mostly it was used only by our TUNOS, doesn't really make a difference though, we worked almost all the time so it isn't that bothersome... washing dishes, preparing things for them to eat, etc etc etc.

I'll say this already, the food was AMAZING! everything Brito makes is really good! He's a tuno as well, but damn... so tasty...

The first night (early in the night) we were told to go get firewood and so me and another guy went with the wheelbarrow to get a piece of a tree trunk... it was pitch black out there, we had to carry a lantern, even with the light coming from inside the house we almost couldn't see a thing.
We got it in the cart and brought it back, then it was time for our tunos to have fun... CHOPPING WOOD!
Man... did we laugh with that xD
I can't really describe it but... it was really funny, specially when a certain tuno... instead of breaking the log, he broke the axe in half xD

Luckily we had 2 axes!

Anyway, after some time some of our freshman heroes decided to go and bring a whole tree trunk into the house!

Conclusion? They failed and got lots of bruises xD

After all that... we had some... tasks for that night, "praxe" as we call it... we've been hearing from everyone how the "retiro tunae" was one of the hardest things for a freshman and that they did really horrible stuff so we had no idea what to expect...

We went out there, with some tunos, they talked and all... and what was the first task? To gather "faulha", those thingies from the pine trees that get brown when the fall and stuff... we used that to make a fire, then we gathered firewood.

When we were out there... and I looked at the sky... there were so many shining stars that I couldn't stop wishing to be under that sky with her... just the two of us of course... that would have been so cute... I hope I will someday, I want to take her to somewhere special =)
And no... I couldn't stop thinking about her the whole week end... even with all that stuff going on and all... meh, kinda tough but hey... at least it was only 3 days =)

Our next task... was to... gather pines... 2 pines for each guy... the only difficulty there was that there was no light... apart from the fire we made and some lighters, we did get them all, we had to divide in groups, and one had to stay to make sure the fire didn't die out and to keep them filled with their beer needs.

After that... get moss, a big piece of moss for everyone to carry at the same time... we gathered a lot of big pieces and put all our hands together and brought it back... then they talked... we talked about what that was to us and all, we talked about how things were in our group etc etc etc...

We got back at around 6 or so in the morning... and soon enough we went sleeping... some guys told us to put our alarms to 10AM... but good news came when they said "dude, they said to get up at 1PM to prepare lunch" OH YEAH! SLEEPING 6 HOURS!!!

When the last of the freshmen came into the room, they started talking at each other and saying the usual nonsenses... we all laughed a lot xD
But when everyone was finally quiet and ready to sleep... a guy starts having hickups! I don't even know how long I laughed because of that xD

Anyway, that was the first day... more to come soon :P

Hey again!

So vacations are almost over... classes start next monday, day 20 that is, and yet I think I've spent more time on my house in Braga than here in Barcelos but oh well... actually I was there from sunday untill yesterday, I had a Linguística exam monday morning so it was best if I sleeped there the night before... well, the exam did go well, now I just have to wait untill I know exactly which grade I got... if I don't pass I get a punishment! Which is basically, wearing only those shorts about the size of some boxers, and wearing red wristbands and a headband, and then go running around the park there in Braga... that oughtta be funneh! xD

But anyway, we have to wait and see...

Valentine's day... the day itself never meant anything special to me actually... it's just a day in which either you do nothing, or someone scolds you if you don't... usually...

I don't give that much importance to the days themselves and I don't think that not doing something for someone on that day should be a reason for conflict... of course it's always cute and all to do something for that someone... but if it isn't made why should someone care?

Either way, I spent a really good day that day, not because of the day but because of what I did on that day... and if we agree that the day ends at midnight, then I also had a good day the day after...

Anyway, I'm almost heading back to braga, tomorrow, for that thingie with the tuna... hope it all goes well and I don't have to break any of my bones =)

I now know that I will be back at around lunch time or something like that, when I get here I'll probably just take a bath and go sleep the rest of the afternoon... because quite honestly, I think that will be the only time I'll be able to rest at ease x)

And after that we'll see what will happen... at least I don't have classes in the morning so... yay ^^

That's about it for today, have a nice one ok? ;)

Well...

Let's see... so, two days ago I finally came back home, I had been gone for like two weeks and a half... My room over "there" was getting a mess, dirty clothes all over the place, the bed sheets were also a mess (they were there longer than me as well) and well... money was also being spent there so... it's good to finally be back home, and not me alone all the time.

True... I still spend most of my time here in my room and hardly ever see anyone but... at least I have my kitty and I know that they are close so...

Also the food, you know what they say: There's no food like mom's.

Surely enough, I was greeted with foodz filled with t3h awesomenss!

Pasta and things like that mostly so far... always a good thing ^^

And at least now I don't feel my fridge is empty all the time xD

Apart from that I've been studying, I'll be having an exam next monday... and I need/want to pass it for several reasons... she is counting on me, and he is as well... I think the first motivates me more though hahaha

Anyway, my brother really missed me... as usual x)
And he's always stuck in my room and asking to play games with him... basicaly my routine since I don't even know how many months ago xD

And also... days 17, 18 and 19 I'll be going to an isolated place with TUNA... probably I'll return "dead" (physicaly and mentaly) from there though... I just know that everyone says it won't be easy, in fact, it's one of the hardest things for those who started in the TUNA... well I hope I can get home either in the morning or the afternoon on sunday... I would like to take a bath, sleep (because I bet I won't sleep much there...) and maybe spend a little time with her if she wants to... I will probably need some confort... Truth be told, I don't think I've ever asked someone for those things... I think I didn't want to trouble them with "my things" and... somehow I always felt like they wouldn't enjoy it too much... either way I'll try :)

And that is about it, now I'll drift around and think about what to do next ^^

Probably I'll get a hammer and smash my computer... if he doesn't stop typing 2 times the same letter over and over again =)