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sábado, 21 de abril de 2012
KITTY ATTACK!!!
Well I'm back home, real home, after a week or so.
After I got here, I stayed quite a few hours at home, but only when I went to perform the action which usually follows a *PLOP* did I get to see my kitty... why? Because I think he has some kind of weird fettish about people on the bathroom 0_o
Well.. more realistically, there is a possibility that he does it because he know's that since we'll be out of comission for a few minutes we have no other choice but to pat and scratch him and whatnot... he then came to the living room after some time, he's here behind me sleeping btw x)
Well at a certain point it all happened... KITTY ATTACK!!! and I have photographic evidence!
And there he is savagely attacking my arm! D:
And that sweater is thin so it's a bit more of an ouchie :'(
Either way, it's always fun to play with him xD
And what is also funny is what I got to see a while back, I actually cought my cat snoring! And with his tongue out at the same time xD
It was a unique moment I suppose x)
Well either way, seeing that it's 6:35AM already maybe I should go sleep... no?
... YES!!! SO BYE BITCHEZZZ!!!!(Ezezezezzzzezezzzzzz...:)
After I got here, I stayed quite a few hours at home, but only when I went to perform the action which usually follows a *PLOP* did I get to see my kitty... why? Because I think he has some kind of weird fettish about people on the bathroom 0_o
Well.. more realistically, there is a possibility that he does it because he know's that since we'll be out of comission for a few minutes we have no other choice but to pat and scratch him and whatnot... he then came to the living room after some time, he's here behind me sleeping btw x)
Well at a certain point it all happened... KITTY ATTACK!!! and I have photographic evidence!
And there he is savagely attacking my arm! D:
And that sweater is thin so it's a bit more of an ouchie :'(
Either way, it's always fun to play with him xD
And what is also funny is what I got to see a while back, I actually cought my cat snoring! And with his tongue out at the same time xD
It was a unique moment I suppose x)
Well either way, seeing that it's 6:35AM already maybe I should go sleep... no?
... YES!!! SO BYE BITCHEZZZ!!!!(Ezezezezzzzezezzzzzz...:)
Should have been written a long time ago...
A few days ago I had a thought about what to write here, I didn't get to it because when I woke up my brother was using the computer so I though I would just leave him at that and do something else.
Anyway, what I wanted to write isn't something I feel as much now... maybe because I'm starting to get used to it? I don't know... anyway, I'll write as if it was then
Title: She really does love me!
I still can hardly believe it, how can someone love me this much for no apparent reason? Can she love me even more than what I ever loved her? Even though everything that happened in the past and things that were said? I just... don't know, it doesn't make much sense to me...
What is it that there's in me that makes her love me this much... appreciate me this much... value me this much... well... of course I always did try to care for her the best I could... I've always loved her with all my heart and did everything I ever could for her but...
It still seems unbelievable the fact that she does! Not for any bad reason though... just... you know... one of those "too good to be true" things.
But I never would have expected this much devotion from someone towards me... specially not from her... am I worth it? Do I deserve her?
Don't get me wrong, all this text was not to complain, nor to say there is something bad... it's just that... this is such a wonderful thing and so unbelievably good that... I don't know... I guess I'm just not used to it x)
Think I'll end this at here for now...
Anyway, what I wanted to write isn't something I feel as much now... maybe because I'm starting to get used to it? I don't know... anyway, I'll write as if it was then
Title: She really does love me!
I still can hardly believe it, how can someone love me this much for no apparent reason? Can she love me even more than what I ever loved her? Even though everything that happened in the past and things that were said? I just... don't know, it doesn't make much sense to me...
What is it that there's in me that makes her love me this much... appreciate me this much... value me this much... well... of course I always did try to care for her the best I could... I've always loved her with all my heart and did everything I ever could for her but...
It still seems unbelievable the fact that she does! Not for any bad reason though... just... you know... one of those "too good to be true" things.
But I never would have expected this much devotion from someone towards me... specially not from her... am I worth it? Do I deserve her?
Don't get me wrong, all this text was not to complain, nor to say there is something bad... it's just that... this is such a wonderful thing and so unbelievably good that... I don't know... I guess I'm just not used to it x)
Think I'll end this at here for now...
sábado, 7 de abril de 2012
Wise words...
"Tu consegues ser estupido e ao seres estupido es estupido"
Palavras sabias do meu pai xD
The past few days...
Remember those times when I said I was going to a friend's house? How it would be fun and all, and that I wanted to meet her dog and etc? Well... those days are over... they went by so fast... but I had a really great time!
First I got off from my dad's car on the gas station (yeah my dad took me because I thought there was a bus at 10:30AM, however there were only busses by 9:30AM and then 14:30PM so... I just couldnt stand to be 4 hours without seeing her... also, we took a little bit longer to get there because the road was full of lame drivers, stupid cyclists and etc... not saying that riding a bike is stupid, but when you are with someone else, specially on the road, and specially on long straight roads, you always go in a line, one in the front and the rest behind him... and if the people who are cycling are fully equipped with cycling material one would expect them to know this better than the rest but no, 2 cyclist occupying the whole lane on the road -.-), anyway, as I was saying, I got out there and waited for her, I wrote on the bus stop's wall:
First I got off from my dad's car on the gas station (yeah my dad took me because I thought there was a bus at 10:30AM, however there were only busses by 9:30AM and then 14:30PM so... I just couldnt stand to be 4 hours without seeing her... also, we took a little bit longer to get there because the road was full of lame drivers, stupid cyclists and etc... not saying that riding a bike is stupid, but when you are with someone else, specially on the road, and specially on long straight roads, you always go in a line, one in the front and the rest behind him... and if the people who are cycling are fully equipped with cycling material one would expect them to know this better than the rest but no, 2 cyclist occupying the whole lane on the road -.-), anyway, as I was saying, I got out there and waited for her, I wrote on the bus stop's wall:
I LOVE ME
oh wait...
oh wait...
Hahahha, I just had to do it, after seeing all those "love you mike" "<3 forever" "call me 966666666" and etc...
But I waited there for her, then I saw her and went straight to her (duh) and when I was really close to her I read her message: "no hug"... I was like "ggggggggggggggg.......................OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOD DAMMIT!" xD
But oh well... there would be time for it either way xD
Anyway we started walking towards her house, we passed through an abandoned house and through some woods, we were finally home.
When we got there, Lee, her bitch (I use thee term "bitch" to refer to a female dog, nothing ofensive, on the contrary, I love that bitch ^^) started running towards her and even though I've never see her before (in real life) she jumped towards me like I was an owner who left for a week or so, she came and then threw herself on the floor with her belly up for us to scratch her, it was really funny when I moved away a bit, called her, and she would just twist her head to the side, and drag herself with her front paws while still being belly-side up xD
It was also funny because during my stay it almost seemed like she liked me most than she liked her owner hahaha xD
And also how when we were eating, my friend would give her a piece of meat, Lee would reject it, then I would give her a piece of meat and she would eat it all gladly xD
After which my friend would call her "PIG!" or "COW!" which was actually quite funny xD
Well on the first day me and her went out to two of her friend's houses to borrow a couple of bikes, after that we went riding on the eco-way and see the scenery... it was really beautiful and we went to amazing places! I loved being there near the river with her, throwing stones... taking pictures... looking at her cute red toe-nails haha ^^
We made a few kilometres actually, and then we could barely stand up because of that xD
We weren't used to riding the bike in a few years so... yeah... when we were heading back I grabbed her camera and started taking pictures one handed while we were riding, now here's the thing, her camera takes 2 pictures in a row each time you press the button, and there's a moment when you see a picture of her riding and after that a picture of the trees all blurred out... why? Because I nearly fell because of that haha
We then went exploring and found a rather hidden place where there was a boat in the middle of the river, we got inside, took some pictures and just lied there... it was a nice moment... but then we came back, returned one of the bikes and headed home, filmed a funny video before getting there though x)
And that was about it for the first day... we just spent the rest of the time in the PC or something, watching movies and such...
After that there is not much to tell, PC almost all the time the next 2 days, but we did turn on the piano, and I played some of the songs I've half-learned so far there xP
Well I think she liked it though x)
And speaking of liking, I think her parents liked me as well x)
... yay xD
Well I am home now, I really loved every single day of those :)
Her company is really good ^^ it makes me feel happy and confortable ^^
I'm gonna miss those times though but... I'm sure they will happen again sooner or later =)
That's about it, I'm going to bed now, she's gone so I will too :P
I'll never forget these days, I promise ^^
mlu... vm ^^
But I waited there for her, then I saw her and went straight to her (duh) and when I was really close to her I read her message: "no hug"... I was like "ggggggggggggggg.......................OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOD DAMMIT!" xD
But oh well... there would be time for it either way xD
Anyway we started walking towards her house, we passed through an abandoned house and through some woods, we were finally home.
When we got there, Lee, her bitch (I use thee term "bitch" to refer to a female dog, nothing ofensive, on the contrary, I love that bitch ^^) started running towards her and even though I've never see her before (in real life) she jumped towards me like I was an owner who left for a week or so, she came and then threw herself on the floor with her belly up for us to scratch her, it was really funny when I moved away a bit, called her, and she would just twist her head to the side, and drag herself with her front paws while still being belly-side up xD
It was also funny because during my stay it almost seemed like she liked me most than she liked her owner hahaha xD
And also how when we were eating, my friend would give her a piece of meat, Lee would reject it, then I would give her a piece of meat and she would eat it all gladly xD
After which my friend would call her "PIG!" or "COW!" which was actually quite funny xD
Well on the first day me and her went out to two of her friend's houses to borrow a couple of bikes, after that we went riding on the eco-way and see the scenery... it was really beautiful and we went to amazing places! I loved being there near the river with her, throwing stones... taking pictures... looking at her cute red toe-nails haha ^^
We made a few kilometres actually, and then we could barely stand up because of that xD
We weren't used to riding the bike in a few years so... yeah... when we were heading back I grabbed her camera and started taking pictures one handed while we were riding, now here's the thing, her camera takes 2 pictures in a row each time you press the button, and there's a moment when you see a picture of her riding and after that a picture of the trees all blurred out... why? Because I nearly fell because of that haha
We then went exploring and found a rather hidden place where there was a boat in the middle of the river, we got inside, took some pictures and just lied there... it was a nice moment... but then we came back, returned one of the bikes and headed home, filmed a funny video before getting there though x)
And that was about it for the first day... we just spent the rest of the time in the PC or something, watching movies and such...
After that there is not much to tell, PC almost all the time the next 2 days, but we did turn on the piano, and I played some of the songs I've half-learned so far there xP
Well I think she liked it though x)
And speaking of liking, I think her parents liked me as well x)
... yay xD
Well I am home now, I really loved every single day of those :)
Her company is really good ^^ it makes me feel happy and confortable ^^
I'm gonna miss those times though but... I'm sure they will happen again sooner or later =)
That's about it, I'm going to bed now, she's gone so I will too :P
I'll never forget these days, I promise ^^
mlu... vm ^^
sexta-feira, 6 de abril de 2012
CMSLTITW
Which translates to: Cutest Most Special Little Thing In The World!
There are simply NO WORDS to describe it... I cannot really tell you why... you know... it's something special, a real precious treasure which you don't want to share with anyone else on the entire planet! But... Even though I don't want to say my reasons, I just have the will to shout out: SHE IS THE CUTEST MOST SPECIAL LITTLE THING IN THE WORLD!!! And by "little" in no way am I trying to say it's of less importance, I just put it there because... it adds to the cuteness... However, no matter how many words I add, not even if I make some up... will I ever get close to describing it...
There are many reasons why people live for... I just recently found mine... something that... whatever it is I do I never feel like it's a waste of time... I found something that makes me happy... and makes me feel good about myself... I found something that... I can take care of and that takes care of me... but above all... I found someone, someone I've been looking all my life for, literaly, ever since I can remember I've been looking for someone to... someone that I could love... and that would love me back... it took me 20 long years to find it... but dear God have I hit the jackpot... for the time I waited, I hope I can stick with that little treasure four times the number of years I've waited... at least... or even more... I know I'll do anything I can to make her happy, to make her feel good... and if I would do that the rest of my life... I'd live a happy life... her smile makes me happy, her voice makes me happy, looking at her makes me happy... just thinking... about her... makes me happy...
She's everything I've been searching since ever and even more!
Never have I dream I would find someone so- or better yet, that there even WAS someone so perfect, special, cute, kind, lovely... EVERYTHING! as much as I found in her...
I... I love you... I really really do! And I will love you always!!!
PS: if you (anyone) tell me to get a life... as I just wrote... I've already got one :)
There are simply NO WORDS to describe it... I cannot really tell you why... you know... it's something special, a real precious treasure which you don't want to share with anyone else on the entire planet! But... Even though I don't want to say my reasons, I just have the will to shout out: SHE IS THE CUTEST MOST SPECIAL LITTLE THING IN THE WORLD!!! And by "little" in no way am I trying to say it's of less importance, I just put it there because... it adds to the cuteness... However, no matter how many words I add, not even if I make some up... will I ever get close to describing it...
There are many reasons why people live for... I just recently found mine... something that... whatever it is I do I never feel like it's a waste of time... I found something that makes me happy... and makes me feel good about myself... I found something that... I can take care of and that takes care of me... but above all... I found someone, someone I've been looking all my life for, literaly, ever since I can remember I've been looking for someone to... someone that I could love... and that would love me back... it took me 20 long years to find it... but dear God have I hit the jackpot... for the time I waited, I hope I can stick with that little treasure four times the number of years I've waited... at least... or even more... I know I'll do anything I can to make her happy, to make her feel good... and if I would do that the rest of my life... I'd live a happy life... her smile makes me happy, her voice makes me happy, looking at her makes me happy... just thinking... about her... makes me happy...
She's everything I've been searching since ever and even more!
Never have I dream I would find someone so- or better yet, that there even WAS someone so perfect, special, cute, kind, lovely... EVERYTHING! as much as I found in her...
I... I love you... I really really do! And I will love you always!!!
PS: if you (anyone) tell me to get a life... as I just wrote... I've already got one :)
quarta-feira, 4 de abril de 2012
And that is that...
I now have nothing else to do today, when she leaves I lose all reason to remain so, I'll just turn down my PC, get my stuff ready and go sleep, waking up early is a poop but oh well, some times (like this one for sure) it's really worth it ^^
Hasta mañana chica!
Hasta mañana chica!
ALMOST!!! ^^
Já só falta passar a noite!!! ^^ oh god yay :D
Tomorrow will be awesome, I'm sure of it ^^
So awesome in fact, that I even wrote this in two languages ahhaha xD
Well anyway, there hasn't been going much on my mind besides that, so there is actually not much to write, oh yeah, I still haven't though about what to take there ahahahha oh well xD
Anyways, I just want this day to be over... why? Because when it does it will be tomorrow!! And tomorrow I'll go there! :D
Lee, wait for me, I wanna meet you ^^
And you... there's no words to describe how I miss you... someone once wrote a poem about it eheh... but... nothing I can do can compare to that so... I really wanna see you again ^^
ykilywamh ^^
Tomorrow will be awesome, I'm sure of it ^^
So awesome in fact, that I even wrote this in two languages ahhaha xD
Well anyway, there hasn't been going much on my mind besides that, so there is actually not much to write, oh yeah, I still haven't though about what to take there ahahahha oh well xD
Anyways, I just want this day to be over... why? Because when it does it will be tomorrow!! And tomorrow I'll go there! :D
Lee, wait for me, I wanna meet you ^^
And you... there's no words to describe how I miss you... someone once wrote a poem about it eheh... but... nothing I can do can compare to that so... I really wanna see you again ^^
ykilywamh ^^
segunda-feira, 2 de abril de 2012
I remember a bit from my last dream...
It was a sad dream... don't know what I would do if I hadn't woken up...
21st century problems... near desperation...
While waiting for her to play I decided to write something... (as it was already posted...) but when I saw that the window where I was talking was grayed out I was like "oh no :/" as usual, my house internet had failed... "dammit... might as well try another wireless... since I have an account and all"... but every time I tried it it gave me some stupid error and wouldn't let me... I was literally starting to feel desperate... even knowing she didn't have messages or any means to contact me I still sent her a few messagens to tell her what's going on... I then tried my USB wireless pen thingie... but it didn't work either! I reset my PC, my router... EVERYTHING! But it just wouldn't work! I was really starting to get desperate... I didn't even say "goodbye" or anything like that to her.... sure it wasn't my fault... butt I just left without saying a thing... even though I didn't like how it could be that she was feeling because of that, I really didn't like it... I missed her on that half hour I didn't speak... bah stupid I know... "oh look at him all worried for a 30 minute break on his internet" but meh... I missed her more than the internet... and missed her a lot... overreacting? Maybe I am... but it's what I feel and it's just how much she is to me...
And... if you are reading this... thank you for everything... you make my every day worth living :')
And... if you are reading this... thank you for everything... you make my every day worth living :')
Write my darling, write!
Well it's a thing we have in common... we love reading each other's blogs... why? Actually, I don't really know... but I like reading about it, specially when there is something in those texts... I read a superb one a few days ago that made me... well... "happy" wouldn't even be close as to describe how I felt... and also wanted... and... loved...
"She's a special little girl with a special little heart..."* I've said it before... and I still think so!
She is the most special thing to ever have blessed my life...
Sure my life isn't THAT long but it isn't that short either... just looking at her feels like a blessing, and actually being with her is like a trip to heaven... a moment in paradise... in which I just wished time would just stop...
Meh... at least... this time I'm not alone ^^
*(Please add "precious" to "special", but it would be weird if I put those two together in the same sentence :P, but I just can't let it go without mentioning ^^ )
"She's a special little girl with a special little heart..."* I've said it before... and I still think so!
She is the most special thing to ever have blessed my life...
Sure my life isn't THAT long but it isn't that short either... just looking at her feels like a blessing, and actually being with her is like a trip to heaven... a moment in paradise... in which I just wished time would just stop...
Meh... at least... this time I'm not alone ^^
*(Please add "precious" to "special", but it would be weird if I put those two together in the same sentence :P, but I just can't let it go without mentioning ^^ )
domingo, 1 de abril de 2012
My computer...
Is still making me mad! Why is this one better than the last one but eats away all my letters?! :(
Instead of taking 5 minutes to write a text I take 10 or more! It's so frustrating... I think I'm just gonna delete everything and start again >.<
It's true that I have a lot open at the same time but.. bah!
Instead of taking 5 minutes to write a text I take 10 or more! It's so frustrating... I think I'm just gonna delete everything and start again >.<
It's true that I have a lot open at the same time but.. bah!
Finally up and awake
Finally I'm out of bed, after waking up with the alarm clock, I pressed it to ring again afte like 5 minutes.... I did this for an hour, while having smaall dreams in between, and halucinatios that I was speaking to her while I did it... but after a while I would realise: Hey... that's impssible... she doesn't even have texts... press the alarm clock, sleep, halucinate, repeat...
Finally, one hor later, I got out of bed and decide to go have a bath, I turned on my computer and went onto have a bath... all was normal utill I came back... I looked at my screen and saw big silver letter going around the screen saying "MERDA!" ad I thought "oh nice..."... but what I really thought and and still think when I remember it is: "HAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAH xD"
Well anyway, I have to go eat in a while, and I hve to meetup at 4 so we can rehearse... so this shall be my last post for now :)
Also just remembered... probably I wont be able to play PSO with her :/
... oh well...
Finally, one hor later, I got out of bed and decide to go have a bath, I turned on my computer and went onto have a bath... all was normal utill I came back... I looked at my screen and saw big silver letter going around the screen saying "MERDA!" ad I thought "oh nice..."... but what I really thought and and still think when I remember it is: "HAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAH xD"
Well anyway, I have to go eat in a while, and I hve to meetup at 4 so we can rehearse... so this shall be my last post for now :)
Also just remembered... probably I wont be able to play PSO with her :/
... oh well...
It exists on everyone...
Currently it is 7:07AM... still havent slept...
Why? I'm not sure... She's not even around here anymore so... why am I awake?
I don't know... maybe the conversation touched me so... that I've just been mindlessly thinking about it... and recalling it... My state of happinesss cannot be told or written... it is far above anything I've ever been... I... Don't even know what to do or write...
I made her believe in love... and that's a fact not a though... I knew it... I knew everyone was capable of love, I knew it!! ^^
I was so happy to know that! What has been my desire for month has finally become true!
I feel a bit more rested now... what could be gone at any time... seems that it will remain now =)
And that makes me happy... makes me feel good... because those things were the reasons why my last few weeks of living were happy... made me smile, made me glad to be alive, made me love and feel loved in return...
I always knew this day might come... but never really expected it to... is it weird? 0_o
Well... it is true now... some times even I have trouble believing it but... guess I'm gonna have to get used to it :)
Never give up on what you truly love... and always take good care of it...
No matter how impossible it may seem... never lose hope... you can do it if you try and just don't give up...
And "J."... thank you for being born... thank you for existing... thank you for always being with me... even if you're far away.... thank you for making my every day happy... thank you for everything.... thank you... thank you just for existing... <3
Why? I'm not sure... She's not even around here anymore so... why am I awake?
I don't know... maybe the conversation touched me so... that I've just been mindlessly thinking about it... and recalling it... My state of happinesss cannot be told or written... it is far above anything I've ever been... I... Don't even know what to do or write...
I made her believe in love... and that's a fact not a though... I knew it... I knew everyone was capable of love, I knew it!! ^^
I was so happy to know that! What has been my desire for month has finally become true!
I feel a bit more rested now... what could be gone at any time... seems that it will remain now =)
And that makes me happy... makes me feel good... because those things were the reasons why my last few weeks of living were happy... made me smile, made me glad to be alive, made me love and feel loved in return...
I always knew this day might come... but never really expected it to... is it weird? 0_o
Well... it is true now... some times even I have trouble believing it but... guess I'm gonna have to get used to it :)
Never give up on what you truly love... and always take good care of it...
No matter how impossible it may seem... never lose hope... you can do it if you try and just don't give up...
And "J."... thank you for being born... thank you for existing... thank you for always being with me... even if you're far away.... thank you for making my every day happy... thank you for everything.... thank you... thank you just for existing... <3
About... thingies
We'll let's see, tomorrow I have to be in ARCUM by 4PM so I hope I can wake up before that x)
We're going to be the choir of a church as I believe I already mentioned, and we're gonn- HER... uhm sorry, we're gonna be there untill maybe 8 or so... gotta ask my parents if they can come and get me after that, then I can finally go back home and wait calmly for wednesday!!1 ^^
Anyway my house here in braga is a mess... garbage and used tissues everywhere... almost no "practical" food (that which you can just grab and eat) and there are things all over the place in my room... oh well x)
Anyway I don't think I have much more to write... I miss her very much but... We can only be together in a few days so... I'll just have to wait... to make matter worse I can't contact her by cellphone either.... bah.........
I miss her tight grasp around me... Her soft breathing against my skin... Her soft skin under my finger... I miss her... but... there's nothing I can do about it now... I'll just wait...
Ilhvm though... and that's for sure :)
Well have a good night everyone, there are special things in this world, but there are other that one can't even begin to describe... guess who I'm talking about ^^
We're going to be the choir of a church as I believe I already mentioned, and we're gonn- HER... uhm sorry, we're gonna be there untill maybe 8 or so... gotta ask my parents if they can come and get me after that, then I can finally go back home and wait calmly for wednesday!!1 ^^
Anyway my house here in braga is a mess... garbage and used tissues everywhere... almost no "practical" food (that which you can just grab and eat) and there are things all over the place in my room... oh well x)
Anyway I don't think I have much more to write... I miss her very much but... We can only be together in a few days so... I'll just have to wait... to make matter worse I can't contact her by cellphone either.... bah.........
I miss her tight grasp around me... Her soft breathing against my skin... Her soft skin under my finger... I miss her... but... there's nothing I can do about it now... I'll just wait...
Ilhvm though... and that's for sure :)
Well have a good night everyone, there are special things in this world, but there are other that one can't even begin to describe... guess who I'm talking about ^^
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